We married young, she was 18 i was 22. I had been her first love and taken her viginity and upto being married we had a good and active sex life. I knew my fiancee was a tomboy and a wild child and knew she had cheated on me already but i presumed that married she would calm down.
On our honeymoon she constantly sucked and played with my cock as i drove down the motorway, she wasnt good at this, scraping her teeth down my shaft so it was pleasant but periodically painful.
Days alter sat on a beach she didnt look happy and asking her if she was ok, she said, i think i might be pregnant, the world crashed at this point. Back home this was confirmed and she declined to have any form of sexual contact with me. This continued after the child was born, then our sex life became very sporadic fustrating me. Later i realised that i didnt support her as i should have so that didnt help.
Less than a year after our son was born i arranged driving lessons for her using a chap i knew, she failed first time. Over probably a two year period she saw him every week unless i didnt have the money. One evening desperate for sex she gave me a handjob and BJ, it was very much improved and a welcome relief for me. Finally she passed her test and declared immediately she would like another baby. I was working away so spent the next couple of weekends fucking her numerous times and liking my new found sex life. Then she became pregnant again and my sex like stopped, this continued for months after the baby was born.
By this time she was 20/21 i had a new job and new friends, my then best friend a married womaniser directly said to me that, he would like to seduce my wife, he said she would be easy, i refused but he continued over time and finally worn down and sexually fustrated i agreed he could try. I had by this time become curious as to why he was so confident, to me she was fridgid. (thats the short version)
So i arranged a night where we would with his wife go to the pub, except this time his wife was not coming, i got cold feet but he insisted. Basically that evening i watched him touch my wife on her leg for the first time, she had been drinking and her resistance to him was nil. It took him gently away several hours and several absences from me before i knew he was going to fuck her.
I watched, shocked to the core, drunk and speechless my mind in shock wirling around at what i was seeing, yet also i liked it, he removed her jeans and she opened her legs for him that was a kick in the balls for me.
She gasped as he mounted her and entered her unprotected body, i had never seen her orgasm before and realised what a excellent lover he was as they kissed passonately i was surplus, just watching and hard. He didnt finish and cum like i would have, he pulled out after a while and licking her to orgasm, then another....
I knew then what a poor lover i was to her, it was not my size as many say here it was my lack of experience.
It took a long time before he pumped his seed into my fertile unprotected wife, i was not surprised she took it, she didnt even appear to be in this world and had enjoyed numerous violent multiorgasms, which to fair shocked me i didnt know the female body could react like this.
As he left he just said to me, told you easy.
The following day she walked ok but looked tired, finally i plucked up courage to ask her to most difficult question i had ever posed, if she had enjoyed her evening. she looked at me and simply said, thats what you wanted to see isnt it....that was it.
He wanted to carry on seeing her and our sex life improved considerably so i agreed seeing the benefits, we never discussed this. It became a regular thing discussing my wife sexually and he would occasionally propose an evening and i would ensure i was at work and our parents could babysat at their house. Then i would say to her John asks if he can come for a brew on ...... or do you fancy a meal out, if she agreed simply saying thats fine or OK we all knew what that meant.
So i knew then i was a poor lover and she liked extras, more satisfying sex than i could provide her and i gained some benefits too.
Amazingly I didnt though really appreciate the gravity or extent of this even then.
It would be pushing 2 years later when she agreed to go out with him, one the agreed evening, as i prepared for work she said she was tired and off to bed, she looked tired too...shit.
As i left she kissed me goodnight and said she was going for a bath,then bed. I messaged him saying this is a no go, to which he replied, she has just messaged me, ### has gone, see you in half an hour. That annoyed me. Its a long story told elsewhere but that was the final lie she would ever tell me.
Within a few hours i left work and visited his house and saw her clothes thrown all over his front room floor, standing on the street under his bedroom i could hear her screaming and panting as he fucked her. This went on for maybe 2 hours by which time i was bored and annoyed, i finally saw her enter his front room naked looking well fucked and tired.
So left and went home.
She appeared shortly afterwards and was shocked as i should have been at work,
I questioned her, she denied so i told her, she cried, begged forgivenness, she knew she was on the cusp of being divorced, she said she wanted to start again and tell me all,
There were numerous shocking admissions going back premarraige not least that she had pre my first watch already been having an affair with him, she said she wanted me to know, so SHE arranged the night he would "seduce her" so i could say NO and i didnt. I let it continue...... true but had i known..........
To cut a long story short as if its not become too long anyway, she promised never to cheat again on me.
We revisited this subject several times where i accepted my role as her cuck husband knowing my sexual weekness was a major factor in this and i had actually consented to her having a lover, hadnt i. She said, i probably was always destined to become a cuck husband even on our wedding day, she also mistakenly admitted drunk one night she had also had an affair with her driving instructor.
On reflection i have never understood why i was so stupid, she outlined things she did and said, you must have known, i wanted you to, yet i didnt. She outlined several things that certainly gave her infedelity away but they bypassed me too. So she decided on the direct approach, arrange to get fucked infront of me.
It took me a long time to realise why her BJs had improved....practice no doubt..... on several men.
So to finally get round to answer the question,
When did you realize you're dick wasn't enough for your wife?
It took me several years to realise that this will have been on our honeymoon, when she creaved sex after our son was born she chose the driving instructor over me and he was there, once a week. Once she had enjoyed another more experienced man her desires to explore her body, mind and sexuality meant i was religated to reserve and a true traditional cuckold husband.
Her comment, that "i probably was always destined to become a cuck husband even on our wedding day", sums it up.
