When was the first moment you realized you were a cuckold (Honest answer please, not fantasy 🙏)

[Saturn86]

Hello all,

First of all, excuse me for my bad english. I am not english speaker, so I will do my best.
In the last months I have been thinking a lot about the origin of my cuckold kink. Where and when it started?? I have been thinking about this for a long time. And I'm curious if anyone here wants to share his own experience as well.

In my case I think I was around 17 when I started having these fantasies. In that time there was not easy access to porn, so I used to masturbate thinking about fantasies. I had a very beautiful girlfriend, black hair, green eyes, busty petite. But even thought, I liked to fantasize about other women. I think this is quite common...

I remember I masturbated every night in bed, taking my time and creating the perfect fantasy with a friend of me, or a neighbour, or my youngest aunt (oh god... my aunt... you can't imagine how many times I fucked her in my dreams!!!) I had a few recurring fantasies I used randomly every night until I reach the orgasm. I was quite creative and made my private world work perfectly for my needs Now of course with porn, I guess young people lost the capacity of usingf their imagination like us (I'm from the late 80´s, so I'm not that old). But I'm sure that older users here understan what I'm talkin about.

The thing is some day after a few weeks using the same story I had to create another one, or introduce a new women in the fantasy. But there was one night I had a dream where one of my best friends (my older cousin) fucked my beautiful girlfriend. And I got mad during the dream. Indeed it was more a nightmare. I'm a straight man, and I considered myself very masculine. So dreaming about that was like very anoying for me. I though I was kind of sick for dreaming about that. But the reality is that I could not remove that from my head, and eventually I started to have huge hard ons when thinking about that.

Then I split with my GF and suddenly I didn't feel so bad thinking about her with another man. And one day finally happened. I let my imagination going directly into that and I started to fantasize about her having sex with my cousin. I think I had the hardest hard one and orgasm of the last years. I exploded like a volcano letting my imagination go.

And I kept that fantasy during the next year until I met my next GF, and then I stopped having this fantasy during the time we were together (around 5 years). And then I broke up with this new GF, but we had sex for fun during the next months. And then she suddenly stopped it. And I knew by a common friend that she started a relationship with a guy from our city. And I know (because my friend told me) that this guy had a huge penis. And then i started to have the same behaviour with this ex GF again. I masturbated again almost every night thinking about her with her new boyfriend. And the fact that the guy had a huge penis, made me so jealous and sick, but at the same time, so excited... I could not understand anything.

Well, this is my honest experience, I would appreciate if other users would like to tell their own story. Please, not fantasy. I would like this becomes a genuine thread.

Thanks!

 

[wisper69]

Very interesting thread!!

I enjoyed a lot reading your experience. Thank you for sharing.

I think I wrote about this when I joined this website, but I'll summarize briefly. I became a cuckold when I heard my girlfriend having sex with another guy. It was similar to you because we were not in a relationship anymore. But it was in a kind of small village where we celebrated the wedding of common friends, and I heard her having sex with a big guy of the wedding. It was a big shock for me in that moment, and I developed this cuckold personality just after that experience.

After that, it took me a long time to accomodate my thougts. But after 5-6 months, we started to talk again, and I asked her to give me a second opportunity. So we decided to come back together. And I openly expressed my feelings to her, I told her about what I felt during that event. She was very confused but finally she understood I was being honest and she accepted to start doing this.

Now we are married and we have one beutiful baby, and we keep in the lifestyle. With more limitations, after the paternity, but she is quite happy with our current bull (which is a user of this platform too)

Nico

 

[Saturn86]

Very interesting thread!!

I enjoyed a lot reading your experience. Thank you for sharing.

I think I wrote about this when I joined this website, but I'll summarize briefly. I became a cuckold when I heard my girlfriend having sex with another guy. It was similar to you because we were not in a relationship anymore. But it was in a kind of small village where we celebrated the wedding of common friends, and I heard her having sex with a big guy of the wedding. It was a big shock for me in that moment, and I developed this cuckold personality just after that experience.

After that, it took me a long time to accomodate my thougts. But after 5-6 months, we started to talk again, and I asked her to give me a second opportunity. So we decided to come back together. And I openly expressed my feelings to her, I told her about what I felt during that event. She was very confused but finally she understood I was being honest and she accepted to start doing this.

Now we are married and we have one beutiful baby, and we keep in the lifestyle. With more limitations, after the paternity, but she is quite happy with our current bull (which is a user of this platform too)

Nico

Thank you for sharing your experience! very interesting!!

🔟🔟🔟🔟🔟👏👏👏👏👏

 

[AllowingHubby]

My wife cheated on me with a coworker for 6 months before I found out (discovered their texting to meet each other earlier in the week). At first I was devastated but as time went on, and we began to put the relationship back together, I started fantasizing about her and him together. When we had sex, I was thinking of her sucking his cock and him fucking her. Huge turn on for me. I knew then. It was a couple years later before she started the hotwife life and sucking and fucking men while I watched. But once she started, she was all in and still cannot get enough cock! LOL I never get tired of her sucking and fucking younger men with bigger cocks, moaning and begging and doing things with them she had never done with me. I love having a slut (who is also a web whore BTW) for a wife!

 

[Saturn86]

My wife cheated on me with a coworker for 6 months before I found out (discovered their texting to meet each other earlier in the week). At first I was devastated but as time went on, and we began to put the relationship back together, I started fantasizing about her and him together. When we had sex, I was thinking of her sucking his cock and him fucking her. Huge turn on for me. I knew then. It was a couple years later before she started the hotwife life and sucking and fucking men while I watched. But once she started, she was all in and still cannot get enough cock! LOL I never get tired of her sucking and fucking younger men with bigger cocks, moaning and begging and doing things with them she had never done with me. I love having a slut (who is also a web whore BTW) for a wife!

That's amazing to read. I'm sorry for you because I guess that time was extremely bad for you. But after that you realized you liked it, and you liked her to be like that. That's really impressive.

Thanks for your contribution 🙂

 

[Candel]

When I saw her videos of cheating. Anger and jealousy became a great hard on.

 

[GrovelingCuck]

Long story short. The swing club we frequented allowed "select single males" into their Saturday night couples-only parties. They were almost always BBC (its what a lot of couples wanted). One evening we played with one, took him into a private playroom where he began fucking my wife with his massive BBC.

After literally 30 minutes of non-stop pounding i opened the door and stepped out into the hall for fresh air while he continued fucking my wife. A couple we knew were walking down the hall, stopped, and looked inside our private room at that BBC ravishing my wife. The hubby said to me "watch out buddy, she'll make a cuckold out of you".

That's when it dawned on me that being a cuckold was what I actually wanted.

 

[showoff1234]

When my landlord sent me my wife’s nudes. 🥵

 

[Catholic_Wife]

In the beginning, we mostly played around doing partner swapping/swinging or shared sex with other people.

One certain weekend we went to a friend's country house. But when we got there his wife wasn't very interested in fooling around together as we used to do between us four, or even just having some sex with anyone (her husband). Well, she simply wasn't in the mood and didn't feel well.

The next afternoon, my wife and that man came to me (they had already arranged it between them), saying just the three of us would tell his wife that we would be going out to dinner and to hang out at the bars in town. But in reality, we would be going to a motel. The reason? The host was crazy to have sex but above all, specifically with my wife.

We did it. And when we got there, the guy went straight on to my wife, and I was... let aside watching. It was the first time I'd watched her get fucked without actively participating, and without having decided what or with whom it would happen. It was like I was there just as an alibi.

It was our first roleplay as a cuckold or anything like that in our perception.

That might had bits of it before, like whenever wife was being pleasured by other men...But that one was more of a clear experience.

 

[futurecuckingr]

When I saw a video of an ex teammate of mine banging my little sister and I jerked off to that 5 times in a day

 

[Upforit200891]

I didn't realise at the time but looking back it was when I sat wanking at the bottom of the bed watching my mates balls pulse and him groaning as he came up her. Seeing her legs and arms forsing him to fire every last drop in and hearing her screams as she came too. Topped off with his fat floppy cock slopping out on to our sheets followed by lots of gloopy cum.

 

[Big_Mike_SP94]

I didn't realise at the time but looking back it was when I sat wanking at the bottom of the bed watching my mates balls pulse and him groaning as he came up her. Seeing her legs and arms forsing him to fire every last drop in and hearing her screams as she came too. Topped off with his fat floppy cock slopping out on to our sheets followed by lots of gloopy cum.

Sorry, but I didn't get it. Maybe my English is quite bad 😅. You said you were spying your mate with his girlfriend having sex?

Then you developed your cuckold kink?

 

[Big_Mike_SP94]

This thread is very interesting!! I never thought about how you guys developed this kink. I thought it was something like coming with the genetics or psychology of each person . But it looks everyone developed it in a different way.

I never asked my couples how they developed it but I will ask from now on. I looks really interesting for me! Great thread, thanks!

 

[Adelaidecouple]

When I was a very shy 18 year old my domineering girlfriend at the time and I decided (mainly her) to have an open relationship. She met this guy who was about 10 years older. They were obviously fucking, and when we were fucking I'd ask her about his dick and was he bigger than me, stuff like that. She said he was bigger than me, and it really turned me on. I'd even ...... over at her place (in a share house) while she was out with him. I was so naïve and had no idea about cuckolding back then but looking back this was my first foray into cuckolding. We broke up not long after that. About 10 years later we bumped into each other one night, went back to her place and had awesome sex & she fucked me with her vibrator (the first time anyone had done that to me). I wish I knew back then what I know now, it would have been a LOT of fun.

 

[Iio fun]

When i got my second marriage 5 years ago i start to develop this feeling. I married a woman working with me at the same place, she had 2 marriages im the third with lots of lovers in between. She was always wanted as she is thick woman. When we first got married seeing her grobbed, touched, laughing and flirting with men really annoyed me. Then one day as we were walking to the car park one of her old lovers just called her name and she left my side immdeiatly as if im nothing and went to him. I saw how she is talking to him, the lust in her eyes. That made me horny for some reason. Then i start to enjoy seeing her grobbed touched or even pull her arm to forse a kiss on her cheeks even lips. She always enjoys and welcomes such acts. Always texting on her mobile obvious she is busy with others. So i talked to her about my fantasy and she agreed to try. We did it once. 2 of her workmates that i arranged for. After that she said she needs more time. It was a blast a very special moment for me to see men fucking her and making her moan and scream. Its a strange feeling but im addicted to it now.

 

[dinoo-2]

The very first time was the beginning.
As a university student, I shared three rooms with the younger brother of my best friend.
There was a small room for each of us and a very big one for shared use.
When we knew we could be alone, my girlfriend and I used the big room to have sex.
But, of course, I would say that, given that my roommate came in unexpectedly once.
My girlfriend tried to hide her nakedness. However, my roommate persuaded her not to be ashamed of walking around nearly naked.

To cut a long story short, from then on he played with her breasts and nipples more than I did.
Very often, she would look straight into my eyes. With a big smile.

Two years later, I took part in the national student tennis championship.
My girlfriend was due to arrive by train the day after I was due to play my singles match.
So I asked a new friend to meet her at the station.
When they arrived at the court, they behaved like a couple in love.
They even kissed passionately right in front of me.

Needless to say, I lost my match.
My girlfriend (who later became my wife) told me that she liked the attention of other men and enjoyed making me jealous.
But that was in vain. I couldn't be jealous at all. In fact, I liked her being so free.

It took nearly 40 years before she became a real homewrecker.
That doesn't mean she didn't have "innocent" encounters with other men.

 

[futurecuckingr]

When I saw a video of an ex teammate of mine banging my little sister and I jerked off to that 5 times in a day

Btw I still to this day jerk of to this video. That’s how much I love it

 

[Saturn86]

Btw I still to this day jerk of to this video. That’s how much I love it

Did the video of your sister bring the cuckold feeling to you? It sounds really hot. I never thought in that possibility. Thanks for sharing! very interesting

 

[Saturn86]

When i got my second marriage 5 years ago i start to develop this feeling. I married a woman working with me at the same place, she had 2 marriages im the third with lots of lovers in between. She was always wanted as she is thick woman. When we first got married seeing her grobbed, touched, laughing and flirting with men really annoyed me. Then one day as we were walking to the car park one of her old lovers just called her name and she left my side immdeiatly as if im nothing and went to him. I saw how she is talking to him, the lust in her eyes. That made me horny for some reason. Then i start to enjoy seeing her grobbed touched or even pull her arm to forse a kiss on her cheeks even lips. She always enjoys and welcomes such acts. Always texting on her mobile obvious she is busy with others. So i talked to her about my fantasy and she agreed to try. We did it once. 2 of her workmates that i arranged for. After that she said she needs more time. It was a blast a very special moment for me to see men fucking her and making her moan and scream. Its a strange feeling but im addicted to it now.

Very interesting! Thanks for sharing! I guess you still enjoy the llifestyle with her now.

 

[Saturn86]

When I was a very shy 18 year old my domineering girlfriend at the time and I decided (mainly her) to have an open relationship. She met this guy who was about 10 years older. They were obviously fucking, and when we were fucking I'd ask her about his dick and was he bigger than me, stuff like that. She said he was bigger than me, and it really turned me on. I'd even ...... over at her place (in a share house) while she was out with him. I was so naïve and had no idea about cuckolding back then but looking back this was my first foray into cuckolding. We broke up not long after that. About 10 years later we bumped into each other one night, went back to her place and had awesome sex & she fucked me with her vibrator (the first time anyone had done that to me). I wish I knew back then what I know now, it would have been a LOT of fun.

Wow, very sexy story. I loved reading it. Thanks for sharing your own experience. The fact of him having a bigger penis than you and knowing she was enjoying the sex more with hi, is exactly what I experienced with my very first cuckold feelings.

I always had this "micro penis" problem, and thinknig about the women I dated, having sex with other guys and enjoying the sex more, was a huge mix of feelings for me.