When was the first moment you realized you were a cuckold (Honest answer please, not fantasy 🙏)

I was probably 15 0r 16 when I finally was able to get my hands on mens magazines that I unconsciously realized I was to be a cuckold. Back then I dont think I knew the word "cuckold" existed let alone what it meant. I think it was Penthouse, it was probably my favourite mag, reading the "readers letters" section. I came across a wife sharing story that really turned me on and after that that was the type of story I looked for. I never fantasied about being cuckolded, I just liked reading about other men being cuckolded. I thought they were just made up stories for the mag, I couldn't imagine a man would actually want another man to fuck their wife.

It was 10 or so years later that I found out those were possibly true stories and that there were men who like other men fucking their wife, me included. We were hanging out with a friend, playing cards and drinking ( of course ) when those stories popped into my mind. It wasn't planned, it just happened. I suggested strip poker. Well one thing led to another and I found out being cuckolded is a bloody awesome experience.
 
I can understand you perfectly. What a fantastic story from your side. I guess seeing that for the first time would be one of the most powerfull and exciting feeling you ever had. I had kind of the same feeling with my second girlfriend when I found a sex video of her and her ex on her laptop. It was very short, just a few seconds, but it was her obviusly. And I came quite fast looking at it. I never told her about it, but I used that video from time to time to masturbate when she was in the shower. But some day I think she realized that file was opened somehow or appeared in latest opened files... and next time I tried to find it she removed it from the folder she had. She removed all the folder with the pictures of her ex. We never talked abot that but it was a pity I didn't copy it in my hard drive. But I think tat was knid of betraying her somehow.
Still after some cuckold moments with my wife this is the Magnus opus for me. Because after that many things happened with my sister that made me a cuckold
 
In my teen years my ex girlfriend "T" cheated on me with her best friend "K" boyfriend... "K" showed me a fuzzy picture of her boyfriend with his pants down on top of my girlfriend "T" with her legs up on his shoulders she had caught them having se x in his car Instead of getting angry I was more turned on .. we had been together for almost 2 years ... When I confronted her about it I wanted to know every bit of detail instead of getting angry I was rock solid and she could see it we ended up having an incredible sex session that afternoon then I got my things and left .... Almost 25years later I still think about it as my go to even though I'm happily married to a sexy hot blonde .. I sometimes imagine her taking on a bbc
 
I have related this in another thread regarding first, or early cuckolding stages.
I was very young at the time and I used to play with my next-door neighbours ....... Sue was a young redhead and we played the usual doctors and nurses games and she would have me naked, then she would measure my cock and balls and i would do the same to her openings. One time she asked if I would bring some friends so I did and as she started to measure them I got really hard, especially when it came to my friends measuring her.
Many years passed and everyone lost touch then out of the blue came a call from Sue (see, I am a poetry and didn't know it). Sue wanted to come see me over a week, mum and dad were away for the week so I said ok (I lived with my parents until 26 lol). As soon as she came through the front door she greeted me with a big sloppy kiss and she squeezed my cock through my shorts and asked does it still measure up?
I had not seen her for at least 10yrs and boy had she grown up. She had a terrific body that most models would die for, but sadly her cute looks were gone. She wasn't an ugly bug, but average, although she did still have her deep ginger hair flowing down her back. We had a few drinks and started kissing. Her hands were everywhere and so were mine. we were soon stripped naked and I fucked her (for the first time ever) on the front room floor, then on the stairs going to my room, then on the landing and finally on my bed. we stayed in my room for 2 days coming out only for water and to use the loo. She was bloody insatiable. My cock was starting to go soft all the time, my nuts looked like walnuts and she had even brought a couple of dildos to use on both of us so my anus felt like I'd had a vindaloo the night before. Between fucks I told her how I used to feel when she played with my mates and how.much it turned me on "well call some of your mates because your cock looks worn out". she was right it was. So i called my mate Duggie. Now Dug had a big cock, and I mean big. When ever the gang went camping he always flashed it by doing an airplane with it or the old "I'm an elephant" trick. I explained my dilemma and he agreed to help by having her stay at his for a couple of days while I went to work. He picked her up on the Sunday night ,but by Wednesday morning Dug was on the phone asking me to take her back because he was sure he had lost a stone by simply fucking and she wanted more. So I called my mate Corky. Corky was up for the challenge and picked her up from Dugs, he only managed one, that's ONE night. I then called another mate Brian. Bri picked her up on Thursday morning and cried chicken on the Saturday morning.
Feeling all refreshed and almost ship shaped I picked her up from Brian's at 12noon Saturday. On the way back to mine she said she wanted to ...... for a bit, thanks be to God. She slept for about 6hrs and said she wanted to give me a massage, which she did, an all over massage. It worked because as she was giving me the massage she was telling me how each of my mates had played with her, I cum as she was massaging my balls. We went back to bed and as we fucked she told me again how she had fucked my friends, only in minute detail this time. She had me cumming so much my balls ached.

Sue left on the Sunday night train, I made sure she got on it. After that every girl friend I had I was trying to get them to cheat or take on another guy. At parties I was always the one to suggest strip games, once I even proposed strip Ludo because there were no cards. A few GFs did play around, but the real cuckolding didn't start until later
However that's another story
 
I have to admit I wanted it . I wanted to be cuckolded. I was excited and haorny. I watched my wife and stap dad. We got to the motel room. He called her over. She went to him and they kissed . A bot open mouthed kiss. I could see his hands touching her. Her arms around him. I could see there tongues wrestle . I almost came as I watched them kiss in front of me. I could hear my wife mView attachment 2711354oan softly
I'm so envious!
 
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We had been using huge 11" cock sleeves and she said she had an ex that size, and another few really big and very thick guys. During my birthday meal at a fancy restaurant she told me her colleague of two years "that she got on with " was her monster cock ex. I almost came in my pants that she kept it from me for 2 years. I started telling her to flirt with him.
Then a few years later after her commenting on a handsome hung guy I was extremely disappointed that he didn't flirt with her.
 
We had been using huge 11" cock sleeves and she said she had an ex that size, and another few really big and very thick guys. During my birthday meal at a fancy restaurant she told me her colleague of two years "that she got on with " was her monster cock ex. I almost came in my pants that she kept it from me for 2 years. I started telling her to flirt with him.
Then a few years later after her commenting on a handsome hung guy I was extremely disappointed that he didn't flirt with her.
I wouldn't say about realizing about beinga cuckol but our discussions about sex outside of our marriage etc . I wouldnt say im.a full.cuckold as i dont get sexually involved with them. I dont clean her after she returns from a date even thou we do fuck. I help her get ready gor her dates ,i make hotel and dinner reservations and pickout at times what she wears and sometimes i totally pick her outfits and she has no say so also thete is times sh gets dreesed and i dont see what she is wearing as she wears a full floor length coat ask us anything
 
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I was probably 15 0r 16 when I finally was able to get my hands on mens magazines that I unconsciously realized I was to be a cuckold. Back then I dont think I knew the word "cuckold" existed let alone what it meant. I think it was Penthouse, it was probably my favourite mag, reading the "readers letters" section. I came across a wife sharing story that really turned me on and after that that was the type of story I looked for. I never fantasied about being cuckolded, I just liked reading about other men being cuckolded. I thought they were just made up stories for the mag, I couldn't imagine a man would actually want another man to fuck their wife.

It was 10 or so years later that I found out those were possibly true stories and that there were men who like other men fucking their wife, me included. We were hanging out with a friend, playing cards and drinking ( of course ) when those stories popped into my mind. It wasn't planned, it just happened. I suggested strip poker. Well one thing led to another and I found out being cuckolded is a bloody awesome experience.
It was very interesting to read you. Your story sound truly genuine ❤️
 
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I have to say that this thread is very interesting for us (the bulls) too.
I'm learning how some of you developed this cuckold psychology.
And I admit that 99% of the real husbands I met during this time, they were incredible persons. It's really amazing how they priotize their wife's pleasure to their own pleasure .
 
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The first time I truly realized I was a cuckold involved a bit of misunderstanding. I had given my wife permission and encouragement to have sex with other men years earlier. She just had to tell me after the fact. She seemed uninterested.

One night after she went to bed, I was paying some bills and ran across a charge that seemed strange. Long story short, after looking at some other dates and times and phone calls, I was absolutely convinced she was fucking an acquaintance of ours. She hadn’t said a word about it. I felt betrayed, but turned on as well. It one thing to fantasize, but quite another when you are confronted with reality. I didn’t want to wake her to confront her but neither could I .......

Instead, as I lay next to her in bed I jerked off. That gave me a bit of relief, but after awhile thinking about it, I was hard again. Of course I jerked off again! The only thing that kept me from jerking off a third time, was I wanted to try to fuck her when she awoke. When she awoke, I told her what I found, but that I wasn’t upset. She admitted trying to fuck the guy, but said the plans kept falling through. Then she got pissed at me for “snooping”,

I wasn’t convinced. That next week everytime I thought about it I had to seek out a private place to jerk off. I was so fucking turned on that my wife was fucking someone else!

That’s when the realization hit me that I truly, truly wanted to be a cuckold IRL (and was convinced I was one).

It turns out though, I think she really didn’t fuck this guy, but she eventually admitted to fucking someone else.
 
Well it’s less when i realized and more made to realize, long story with a girl that lead me on for years while telling me all the details of her sex life but constantly rejecting me, more making seemingly innocent remarks about me, made me go down that road of being turned on by hearing about sex from a girl because it’s all i was getting.
 
Legit messaged her ex asking if she had been shared, instead he sent me the link to their porno...one of many

The anger, frustration pain of seeing my wife getting her asshole absolutely owned on film, mixed in with the horniest I've ever been in my life

This is all true I have the video here