Stevens4fun
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This is way too long. Sorry.Krista and I were engaged early, freshmen in college. During the first semester of our sophomore years, I began noticing changes. Krista would sometimes be distant. Other times, she'd be late to a date or other event. Usually a lame excuse accompanied. A few times she was absent/AWOL for a night, again with lame excuses.
In parallel I began hearing rumors that Krista was fucking around on me. Inconsistent, inconclusive rumors, but still. I lived in denial. Then one day, Krista broke off our engagement, handed me back her ring - she dumped me. Didn't want to talk about it.
One of the more consistent rumors was that Krista was fucking this dude, Monty, a frat boy that was loosely in our social circle. I knew his cock was bigger than mine, as I'd seen him nude a couple of times at lake parties. He was also rich.
No matter what I tried, I could not break Krista's spell. The only way I could get hard and cum was thinking about Krista fucking other guys, especially Monty. Along the way, I got more rumors about Krista; someone spied Krista sucking Monty's cock at a party... someone saw them in the back seat of her car, fucking... It drove me crazy.
Then, I had no idea what cuckolding even was. One night, I went to a female friend's apartment - she was going to give me pity sex, having noted I was pining away for Krista. I was unable to complete the act, even though I tried visualizing it was Krista I was trying to fuck.
I ended up on her sofa. There was a pile of magazines on the floor. Mostly soft core pore, Playboy, Penthouse, and the Forum mags. I picked up one of the latter. One of the stories was about a couple trying out cuckolding. The female half was narrated as a match to Krista. I read, and re-read the story, cumming over and over. My friend caught me early the next morning, still jerking. It was so fucking embarrassing...
I knew from that moment that I was a cuckold.
First time. We were both 19. I went down on my girlfriend one morning before we had sex, and I realized she was full of another man's cum. She had more or less guided my head between her legs after I began kissing and lightly biting her nipples. The man who had just fucked her may have been watching from the closet. But I liked the sensation. Later...
Those "Forum" mags awakened many of us to how sexy it would be to invite an additional male into the relationship. And it was a non-threatening way to let our girl or wife or anyone know what was on our mind. We were mid 20s, and just like you've read elsewhere, we kept a few issues of Penthouse Forum" on our coffee table in the living room. Unless our parents were coming over. Then we ditched them.
I was just married the first time I read one and my wife noticed my interest. She read the letters and stories and said (sincerely): "you really like this stuff don't you?"
We'd recently been at a party, had a few drinks and I saw my wife making out with a previous boyfriend. It gave me an awkward feeling and an erection. I jacked off several times thinking about it. She'd told me all about having sex with him. And how she knew "Glenn and me would have made beautiful babies, but then he married Janice" (my wife's classmate in HS). That's the context of the whole thing.
And the current conversation went like this:
Me: remember when you were making out with Glenn at the party?
Her: yes, but we'd been drinking.
Me: for sure, but it gave me a hardon and I wanted you to go all the way with him. I wanted a threesome (mfm). And I would have loved watching Glenn fuck you, all the way with no rubber. My wife smiled, but didn't freak out. Whew...OK it's out there now.
We began talking about threesomes and to my delight, my wife was interested, she said, as long as I didn't get eyes for another woman without her approval. My wife thought (but hadn't mentioned) that I wanted to "swing" with a couple, but the mfm arrangement took other women out of the equation. She also didn't know how she would be with another woman. "I'm not sure I could make love to another woman though" she said, but she also noticed I had an erection. We talked about it frequently when we had sex.
As things finally worked out, we had a small party at our house and invited Glenn and Janice to spend the night. Janice had family in town and didn't come with Glenn. After the guests had left, my wife and I took Glenn to our extra bedroom, and things got rolling from there. We didn't know terms like "bull, cuck, cleaning, creampie, breeding" and all that. I found myself playing a more submissive role, encouraging her BF to take her first while I lay beside them pinching her nipples, kissing her, doing what I could to help her reach what we called a "climax." After taking seconds, I watched as my wife fell asleep in his arms after a long afterglow, - the visual changed me forever. She clearly wanted to be in his arms. I left them alone and finished the night in our bed. I just realized I really liked what had happened and used that as my jackoff fantasy for months. It was an awkward discussion the next morning but after Glenn left, my wife was all over me and mfm and solo BFs for her became something we both enjoyed.
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