Well, husband responding.
I just didn't know she had sex with other guys during our dating or engagement phase. I mean, I didn't know at the time. This was a recent confession - we were already in LS until she spoked about it.
I can only say that I never felt "left behind" or neglected by her while we were dating. On the contrary, she was my most attentive and caring girlfriend, despite the fact that I had accumulated a good deal of past relationships prior meeting my wife, and I mean sexually attentive. I used to call her a "blowjob machine" since it only took myself to ask for to gain one instantly. When she told me all of this I was the one asking questions similar to yours now...like, how did she manage to keep our relationship and the excitement so warmed and kept things going?
Wife responds and justifies that the affection and love she already felt for me kept her interested in everything, including the sex, despite to had realized she certainly wouldn't experience some pleasurable sensations that she loved to feel from the hands of other men.
My personal take on this is a little different and wife knows. I sense she just put up with it for the simple fact that she loves (any) willingly cock, and would rather have some from me than risking being without one around. Since one of her dreams was to get married and my wife wanted to marry me, then she got content with the cock she had... therefore she put up with this deal for a long time, until my wife cheated on me after some time of marriage.
That is her at that time -- the sweet and almost shy smile from the girl I thought that would keep giving blowjobs just for me and no one else. From an epoch that I thought she only had prior sex with two ex-bfs plus 2 or maybe 3 guys that she seemengly regretted about. Oh yes...
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