Definitely not going to, or mentioning it
In a previous post you mentioned early on that your wife initiated the "cuck talk" and she seemed to be pushing it. Then in a later post you mentioned that your wife didn't like the "addictive behaviors" you were beginning to show. What are those "addictive behaviors" and why did it seem to turn her away from the idea? Further does that mean if you had behaved differently she would have gone for it? I wonder if she ever really has gotten over the miscarriage(s) and if that plays a part in all of this?