I had all of my Bulls make it clear to me that they are willing to get me pregnant if I tell them that I want to. It was honestly so overwhelming to hear that, especially with my marriage being in the place it is right now and the loss of respect I have for my husband Nick. So many pros and cons about making this decision. I do eventually want to be a Mommy, I always have! but being a white girl from the suburbs there are so many consequences for me having a black baby while married. I'm just trying to get my mind and body in the right place to make the right decision.