first experiences that you did to know you were bi

hi i am married and bi my husband is not when i first started to feel i was bi was in school going in open showers i liked to see other girls nude when i made a friend then we hung out a lot having ...... overs things like that seeing each other nude was exciting to me one night we got into checking each other out close up i would look at her pussy open up look inside holding my butt cheeks open so she could look i remember the first time i was touched felt her fingers open my pussy and she said i was wet ,that day we just liked looking and touching i remember doing it to her and feeling my fingers wet it turned me on so much wanted to do much as time went on with us we did .but i knew i was bi then
My first experience in knowing I was maybe bi was growing up. Starting at a young age my best friend and I experimented a ton. By the age of 14 we were fucking each other at sleepovers and once a week after school. That stopped and I was only with women until I met my wife. She was very dominant and she began pegging me which lead to other femdom kinks and cuckolding me. Years after we got married I told her about my gay past and she was into it.
 
I remember once a male friend of mine drunkenly started making out with me at a party. Although I wasn’t attracted to him, I immediately went to the bathroom after and jerked off. I’m not sure I knew I was “bi” but I knew it made me feel something I’d never felt before.

Shortly afterwards my girlfriend at the time had a book of pornograpic stories. One of them was about a straight guy mmf encounter that accidentally turned bi. I had never considered an encounter such as that in all of my many jerk off scenarios (this was pre internet when I had to use my imagination). It turned me on so much that I’ve been craving cock ever since.
I was bicurious for a long time. Then a gay friend sucked my cock and a switch clicked in my head, I wound up sucking his big cock too. Been craving cock ever since.
 
I want to see my wife get fucked and I would love to see a cock in life. I aslo want to taste and touch the cock however I do not want to do anything with the person that the cock is attached on. I am fairly certain porn had a lot to do with it. And I believe the more and more porn I watched the more and more I wanted to do things with a cock like those pornstars in porn used to.
 
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When I used to watch hung studs in porn, I would get jealous of them, even though I was hung bigger than most porn studs. I recognized this as arousal. But because I'm not into men romantically, it didn't set off any alarms.

I would start lusting after seeing their big dicks and solid asses, and wanted to feel them up. But it wasn't like I wanted to breed them like a woman -- different feeling. I lusted more out of jealously, etc. It was very much competitive in nature. I would get aroused when I'd see their asses going up and down as they're a penetrating a woman. Of course, there are some men/porn studs that I have ZERO attraction to.

I still don't ever fantasize of sucking dick or getting my dick sucked by a man, or having anal sex with one (just being honest), It's just way more about feeling up each other when there is a woman present when the moment is right. If there is not a woman there, then it's less arousing in reality for me.

But, yes, visually-speaking, I like looking at well-hung studs with nice asses in porn. Love watching big, low-hangin' balls going balls deep and slapping against a woman's pussy. And those big cum shots.

What am I? Don't care. Pansexual, but like breeding with woman exclusively. Anal and oral sex with men is not arousing in general -- just some feeling up, and getting a possible handjob from one with a woman involved?