I want to cheat on my wife

So I’m 21 and I got married right after high school. My sex life with my wife is only getting worse. I have tried to talk to her about how I am not satisfied and there has been zero attempts at improving or showing any interest in having a sex life with me. At the same time I started watching more porn, except I didn’t like the corporate porn. It’s so much better knowing that it is just some normal woman or ...... whose most private sexual side I’m watching, so I gravitated towards hot wives. I’m not a cuck and I couldn’t stomach even thinking of sharing my wife. However there is an allure I have towards hotwives because of how sexual they are and how horny/slutty they are in contrast to what I’m used to from my wife. So I’ve been fantasizing fucking some one’s wife. Like a real milf twice my age. Someone who knows what they want and what they want is dick. I have no idea how I would find a couple tho so it’ll probably just stay fantasy for now.