Based on your photos, it looks like you’re practicing the right way, but I agree with other people on here until you’ve had the real thing. I tried to imagine what it feels like, but I can tell you from experience. It’s absolutely amazing having your tight little hole stretched out and feeling a real man penetrate you and use you for his pleasure. It’s incredible and especially when you feel him start to pulsate and you know he’s gonna shoot a big load deep up inside you