My long time partner (not my girlfriend) had a full on sexual affair some years ago. I was so jealous but had a permanent hard on as I was so turned on.
She really liked him (I'm sure she was in love with him). He, for his part, was just using her for sex as he was using some other women in her work place office. She knew he was but was infatuated with him. She willingly visited him at his house behind my back - he lived alone because his wife got fed up with his shagging other women and left him. Often in their lunch break they would have a quick fuck at his house. Her friends at work knew all this and that excited me too.
She would do things for him that she wouldn't do for me - fucking outside, etc. Once behind a wall next to a pub one evening where people were drinking. He was spunking in her cunt often. I asked her once if I had licked her out after he had cum in her. She said "yes, a few times". We were having sex even when she was seeing him.
She told me all this later when she decided she didn't want him but wanted me. And she hated that I was so jealous about it. I begged her against my better judgement to carry on having sex with him. She did a few times but then it stopped. A lost opportunity. I wish I had been calm about it and had encouraged her to keep seeing him even at the risk of losing her, such was my desire for her to have sex with someone else.
We're still together but sex is almost non existent. No fucking at all. She's lost all interest.
Long time ago now but I still feel excited by her cheating.
She really liked him (I'm sure she was in love with him). He, for his part, was just using her for sex as he was using some other women in her work place office. She knew he was but was infatuated with him. She willingly visited him at his house behind my back - he lived alone because his wife got fed up with his shagging other women and left him. Often in their lunch break they would have a quick fuck at his house. Her friends at work knew all this and that excited me too.
She would do things for him that she wouldn't do for me - fucking outside, etc. Once behind a wall next to a pub one evening where people were drinking. He was spunking in her cunt often. I asked her once if I had licked her out after he had cum in her. She said "yes, a few times". We were having sex even when she was seeing him.
She told me all this later when she decided she didn't want him but wanted me. And she hated that I was so jealous about it. I begged her against my better judgement to carry on having sex with him. She did a few times but then it stopped. A lost opportunity. I wish I had been calm about it and had encouraged her to keep seeing him even at the risk of losing her, such was my desire for her to have sex with someone else.
We're still together but sex is almost non existent. No fucking at all. She's lost all interest.
Long time ago now but I still feel excited by her cheating.
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