Okay, I’m so nervous and don’t know where to start.
So me and my wife (37 white blonde 127lbs 5’9”) have been talking dirty in bed and have played with the idea of hotwife. We always bring up her friend “Jeff” into it as being the guy who will fuck her.
She knows I’m not a fan of his and knows I feel somewhat jealous when they hang out. He’s a lot older (58 white male, fit excellent shape) and tried asking her to date him before he and I met. Yes, me and my wife were together. He has taken her out to dinners and local functions. I subconsciously want them to have sex. Why? Because it turns me on. I know we love each other. She says she’ll never leave me or be unfaithful. I really would like to know but if they are, I’d hate to ruin what we could potentially have.
So I just keep on with the sex talk and she hasn’t said nothing to prevent it. His name comes up almost every time we fuck. I ask her if she wants to fuck him and she says if I want to. I tell her yes and she tells me, “what if he has a big cock?” Mentally this drives me crazy and she knows this. So she continues to say stuff like, “what if he makes my pussy bigger?” And, “what if he wants to keep fucking me?”
This ...... makes me cum way more than before. Like massive pools and long orgasms. She of coarse loves it.
Lately, she has been bringing up going to his house and teasing him. (During sex) And what she can wear. So I secretly ordered her a short skirt, high heels, and a nice top to go with it. I gave it to her last night and she hasn’t said anything til tonight.
Tonight, we were having sex and she asked if that’s what i want her to wear when she goes I’ve to his house. I, of course said yes. She says, “I’m going over to his house tomorrow night to help him clean his house”. I told her to go and come home after to fuck. And then I came hard.
We came out of the bedroom and started doing random stuff and she came out of the room with a bag and set it by the garage side door. Not hiding it, and in plain view, I saw the outfit and the heels. Now my heart is pumping and having racing thoughts. It turned me on but at the same time, trying to have seem clear thinking. I want it to happen. I want her to get ravished but another man.
So why do I feel unsettled, horny, and okay with it all at once? Is it her just playing along? Is it going to possibly happen? Has it happened and I’m just being ok with it? So many questions but ultimately I’m saying to myself, just let her do it, we only live once.
What say you? Thanks
So me and my wife (37 white blonde 127lbs 5’9”) have been talking dirty in bed and have played with the idea of hotwife. We always bring up her friend “Jeff” into it as being the guy who will fuck her.
She knows I’m not a fan of his and knows I feel somewhat jealous when they hang out. He’s a lot older (58 white male, fit excellent shape) and tried asking her to date him before he and I met. Yes, me and my wife were together. He has taken her out to dinners and local functions. I subconsciously want them to have sex. Why? Because it turns me on. I know we love each other. She says she’ll never leave me or be unfaithful. I really would like to know but if they are, I’d hate to ruin what we could potentially have.
So I just keep on with the sex talk and she hasn’t said nothing to prevent it. His name comes up almost every time we fuck. I ask her if she wants to fuck him and she says if I want to. I tell her yes and she tells me, “what if he has a big cock?” Mentally this drives me crazy and she knows this. So she continues to say stuff like, “what if he makes my pussy bigger?” And, “what if he wants to keep fucking me?”
This ...... makes me cum way more than before. Like massive pools and long orgasms. She of coarse loves it.
Lately, she has been bringing up going to his house and teasing him. (During sex) And what she can wear. So I secretly ordered her a short skirt, high heels, and a nice top to go with it. I gave it to her last night and she hasn’t said anything til tonight.
Tonight, we were having sex and she asked if that’s what i want her to wear when she goes I’ve to his house. I, of course said yes. She says, “I’m going over to his house tomorrow night to help him clean his house”. I told her to go and come home after to fuck. And then I came hard.
We came out of the bedroom and started doing random stuff and she came out of the room with a bag and set it by the garage side door. Not hiding it, and in plain view, I saw the outfit and the heels. Now my heart is pumping and having racing thoughts. It turned me on but at the same time, trying to have seem clear thinking. I want it to happen. I want her to get ravished but another man.
So why do I feel unsettled, horny, and okay with it all at once? Is it her just playing along? Is it going to possibly happen? Has it happened and I’m just being ok with it? So many questions but ultimately I’m saying to myself, just let her do it, we only live once.
What say you? Thanks
