Hi I never ever thought I'd be posting in a site like this. My name is Gillian, most call me Jilly. I'm 40 and I'm married. I e always had submissive tendencies, fantasies involving ownership, objectification,humiliation, but my husband Keith (47) was never ever into that. I begged and begged but nothing and so I learnt to bury everything, deny it, live a normal life for sake of the marriage.
Everything was fine except sexually and I couldn't put my finger on it.
3 weeks ago I came home to catch Keith in my bra and stockings masturbating. He tells me after a massive screaming match, that he wants to be called Kelly. I dint know where I am, I've now seen stories on the computer he'd downloaded and he wears my underwear to bed every night.
I now know he's unlikely to be the dominant man I wanted and all my desires are surfacing. I'm all over the place and, without meaning to sound coarse, I'm climaxing several rimes a day just to stop myself going mad.
I found your site today. Can anyone help
Everything was fine except sexually and I couldn't put my finger on it.
3 weeks ago I came home to catch Keith in my bra and stockings masturbating. He tells me after a massive screaming match, that he wants to be called Kelly. I dint know where I am, I've now seen stories on the computer he'd downloaded and he wears my underwear to bed every night.
I now know he's unlikely to be the dominant man I wanted and all my desires are surfacing. I'm all over the place and, without meaning to sound coarse, I'm climaxing several rimes a day just to stop myself going mad.
I found your site today. Can anyone help