Well....I really need to vent, I just ended a 18 yr marriage," I knew it in my gut and heart" I loved a woman with the power or two super novas ,sex was amazing, always, but the no accountability, no explanations, lie after lie after lie, A True Narcissist will Never tell you the truth, they are incapable. I even offered at the end, for her to just tell me the truth and I would stay,forgive and forget....but she said there's a lot of things I just couldn't do for you...... She begged me not to leave, but I just couldn't go on living lied to.....sad thing is, when we met I told her ,I was open for a monogamous relationship,or open.... she chose monogamy,but she meant that part only for me, after destroying everything I built for us 4 times, all the unnecessary pain, i dont think i will ever be right again for one woman , i think a poly relationship will better suit me.thanks go listening.