each to their own. What you have is pretty hot but to really appreciate being cucked you need to be there and witness it happening. To watch your wife with another man, to see her body react to his seduction, to see her invite him into her body is the most excruciating and arousing experience you can imagine.I don’t even know who she fucks. I assume it is guy/guys she works with. She’s never shared any info about her sex life with me. My hope is that someday she will begin sharing that information and eventually begin bringing her “bulls” around me. I think I’d still not be a watcher, but more of an in the other room jerking off until the bull tells me what to do, then I would obey.
And when your wife orgasms and the "bull" makes eye contact with you, well all I can say is you know you have been cucked.
I pray oneday you get to experience this thrill.