Hi,
I am wondering if anybody shares a similar fantasy, or can provide experiences that are similar. I have talked it through online, on occasions with women, and it always gets me there.
I was brought up, from a young age, to think masturbation was bad. It was degenerate behaviour, and self ...... or self pollution was the recurring theme at home. Once I started to have wet dreams, I would feel shame, humiliation, and do everything possible to hide it. I used to masturbate in the hope that an 'empty tank' would stop the nightly mess, but it didn't.
In the UK, calling a guy a wanker is a standard term of either friendly ...... or a real curse, depending on how it is said, context etc. Don't laugh, but I took it really personally, as if a person could see my shame and knew what I did.
As I got older, this taboo practice became a fascination, and that is where my fantasy comes in.
I fantasise about being made to masturbate for a group of women, making my private intimate practice into something that they all see. Typical scenarios are:
1. In a group of guys made to do a masturbation game for women, such as a wanking (jerking) race or the famous 'soggy biscuit' game that everyone half remembers but nobody ever played.
2. I am tending bar at a club. There has been a hen/bachelorette party, the strippers are done, but the horned up women forse the barman (me) to stand on the bar and do a very public strip and masturbation show.
3. There is a lingerie party with a group of ...... wives, I have been asked to collect a friend's wife and take her home. But, I arrive early, get forced to model some male underwear and then blackmailed into masturbating for their amusement.
4. There is a female empowerment seminar at work, and all my female colleagues are there. I get caught peeking at them and dragged in to give them a demonstration of how a man can be made to do something private for all to see, for the superior women.
In all these, the ladies are laughing, shouting ......, using coarse and vulgar language and encouraging me to blow a load, before laughing and scolding me when it happens.
I am now mid 50s and reconciled to the fact that this type of scenario will never happen, but it is fun for me to think about.
If anybody has experiences, or any ladies want to PM and tease me, then you know that it will help me over the edge
Jim
I am wondering if anybody shares a similar fantasy, or can provide experiences that are similar. I have talked it through online, on occasions with women, and it always gets me there.
I was brought up, from a young age, to think masturbation was bad. It was degenerate behaviour, and self ...... or self pollution was the recurring theme at home. Once I started to have wet dreams, I would feel shame, humiliation, and do everything possible to hide it. I used to masturbate in the hope that an 'empty tank' would stop the nightly mess, but it didn't.
In the UK, calling a guy a wanker is a standard term of either friendly ...... or a real curse, depending on how it is said, context etc. Don't laugh, but I took it really personally, as if a person could see my shame and knew what I did.
As I got older, this taboo practice became a fascination, and that is where my fantasy comes in.
I fantasise about being made to masturbate for a group of women, making my private intimate practice into something that they all see. Typical scenarios are:
1. In a group of guys made to do a masturbation game for women, such as a wanking (jerking) race or the famous 'soggy biscuit' game that everyone half remembers but nobody ever played.
2. I am tending bar at a club. There has been a hen/bachelorette party, the strippers are done, but the horned up women forse the barman (me) to stand on the bar and do a very public strip and masturbation show.
3. There is a lingerie party with a group of ...... wives, I have been asked to collect a friend's wife and take her home. But, I arrive early, get forced to model some male underwear and then blackmailed into masturbating for their amusement.
4. There is a female empowerment seminar at work, and all my female colleagues are there. I get caught peeking at them and dragged in to give them a demonstration of how a man can be made to do something private for all to see, for the superior women.
In all these, the ladies are laughing, shouting ......, using coarse and vulgar language and encouraging me to blow a load, before laughing and scolding me when it happens.
I am now mid 50s and reconciled to the fact that this type of scenario will never happen, but it is fun for me to think about.
If anybody has experiences, or any ladies want to PM and tease me, then you know that it will help me over the edge
Jim