Im dating a really beautiful woman that im concidering seriously for marriage.
And everything your going to read is TRUE As i look at all ive written im hoping she will fuck other pople but even if its just fantasy between us , im ok with it. Better to at least share what is concidered an extreme fetish with an acceping partner than to keep it tp myself until im die. Also apologize for spelling, im not going to fix it This isnt a college paper.
How do i begin? As a kid (16 ish) i was a cuckold. I didnt know at the time that i was a cuck and had know idea what one was. Im older now and i went from being a jealous guy to taking numbers of any guy that would like to fuck my current or past grilfriends. I had a long term relationship (now exwife) and loved the idea in 1982 if a guy fucked her brains out behind my back. Ill never understand my fetish but ive had it forever. Its hard to exlplain this fetish to a woman because it means your a simp? pussy?
Im now dating an incredible woman and yet, unless shes good at playing nieve, very inexperienced at sex. Shes from another country and as i call it very forward. Does not mince words. She let me know right away she almost cannot cum while being penetrated. Luckily i tuned in quickly and purchased a vibrator. I kinda regret the vibrator and should have only to dildos. I think dildo she would love, but keep her short of cumming and wanting more. Its now like clock work, i cum after a while of penetration then she grabs for the vibrator. Her orgasms are unlike anything ive ever seen or could imagine a woman experiences. I do not say this lightly. Not to get ahead but the fcuk machine i bought her has made her cum for 3 miuntes straight !! I have the video to share if anyone doesnt believe me. She has orgasms that well after the dildo has been removed has convulsive whole body stiffening orgasms, eyes rolling up in her head. The whole enchilada. She so open sexually its mind numbing i a have found somone as sexual as i am. And yet says shes never had any sexual fantasies? She been to strip clubs more than i have and to see cocks swinging around. Part of me really thinks shes got more going than she is letting up and yet im convinced when i showed her porn , she was seeing it for ther first time. Anyone who might be into this cuckold lifestyle or fetish knows just how hard it is to broach this conversation with anybody did you want to be with. I started by saying things like your pussy is amazing And most guys like waxed pussies. I went out and bought her a bunch of sexy clothes, and she has an amazing set of heels. In fact, they are Jessica Simpson heels which are very sexy, by the way. I'm made her or i should I say, I asked her to prance around the house in her heels and some sexy tights that I bought her. She was having wine and a few shots and she felt very sexy. Over the months I've had to condition her to understand that. I do have a back injury that is caused by early retirement. And it's no joke, it's the real thing.. I've also given her heads up that I have Blood Pressure, medication and swollen prostate. So I'm trying to get her to understand that sex is never guaranteed. But I love to have sex when I can.. It's gotten to where on the days she knows my back is hurting and she is very horny that she suggests bringing out her "boyfriends' to make her cum. I really like the idea that i started calling her dildos 'boyfriends'. I think it helps to move towards the cuckold fetish. And she has responded really well to calling them boyfriends in fact she even apolgized once for being so damn horny and asked if she could fuck thm so she could sleep that particular evening. . She asks for them when she is horny , Especially after she gets her brazilian wax. 1 day we came home after her Brazilian wax and she knew I couldn't have sex because of my back issues. She was so horny she asked if we could get out her boyfriends? So, like I said earlier I made the mistake of getting her a vibrator first when i should have gotten her a dildo to keep her needing more. Within the first few months of a meeting her she suggested that she had a big pussy and i said 'yes baby you have a very big pussy. So I did something a little daring and went on amazon and ordered two dildos, one 9 inches a little thick, and one twelve inches and very thick. john homes dildo to be exact. I have gotten her to where she Likes to be handcuffed and I blindfolded and i fuck her with the 9" with ease. She is so open its like im not there when she plays with her dildos. So hot! I introduced her small black boyfriend 9" on several occasions in her doggy style position, which is turning out to be her most favorite way of being fucked. She got so damn horny she was begging me to let her cum. I once sent her a picture of my large balls, unfortunately i have a small cock, and a picture of a donkeys balls hanging. I told her i have donkey hanging balls, now she asks me to fuck her donkey style.
So now i intoduce the Holmes didlo and im not sure shes going to freak or what!? I keep her from seeing the dildo and tell her to hop on top but only after i lubed it up very well. I knew this would be something to remember so i recorded the sesion and listen to it often when im real horny. She slowly realizes its size and takes a gasp of air, and in the most erotic way starts to work it into her pussy. Mostly silent for a minute or so then again a big gasp and she is realizing the girth of this thimg but never once freaking out. She wanted that cock no matter how thick it was and she slowly worked her self up amd down the shaft always pausing to appreciate how big it was. I asked if she like it stretching her, and she quiety said YES. Then she states in a quiet voice 'oh god, it feels soo goood, feels soo good" . She took to this massive cock like a dog eating wet food for the first time! This woman who cannot cum on a dick, began to slowly vibrate and convulse and pant and began the biggest orgasm she ever had by any pentration. I cannot tell you how f ing turned on i was. A started to force her hips down on to it as she let go of several orgasms. She is soo truned on by me introducing her to these new things. Her ex husbands were complete prudes because she couldnt cum with their cocks and then she met me. I encourage her to fuck these toys and shes even made me a video of her fucking JohnHolmes by herself in the bedroom. Best damn video i ever saw and like i said she acts like she forgets the camera is on. She turns me on because she loves to fuck and yet she thinks shes a little timid. Ive told her shes like a damn porn star who just losses her mind when she fucks. I had only introduced Mr. holmes a few days before when she, without no badgering by me, decided to fuck Mr Holmes on video for me. She often says i prefer you dick, but i watch these sex vid we do and its clear shes a huge cock queen. She has never used a toy in her life and now wiyout blinking an eye can fuck john holmes! She trys to make me feel like im needed oshe doesnt hurt my feelings, but i can assure you i am not when she fucks these toys. I have now purchased the BAM dildo and that will come in due time. When she tied up and after Mr Holmes has gotten her wet and loose i will gring BAM in while shes blindfolded. I have no doubt its gonna make her nuts to be stretched a little further.
So , there is this innocense to her that is sucha a turn on for me. One day while saoking in the large roman tub i have, i gave her a website or porn to watch. She became very intrigued by the fuck machines by Fredorch and watching women get fucked by this. turns out she likes being bdsm tie up and cock milkng tables. So i teased her that i had ordered the fuck machine just to see if i should order it (damn thing is 400 bucks). She was excited and said she'd love to try it. Well , i got it and as luck had it, right after she got her whole snatch waxed smooth she was damn horny. She surprised me by asking for it specifically. I said of course i will get it out for you. I cant put into words how hot , erotic and plain sexy it was to watch her fuck this machine!! I joked with her about how long whe was fucking this thing and all she said was "oh yea". She has a saying, HARD, THICK AND DEEP. She can let this thing fuck her as shes reaching for lube and talking to me in a normal voice. Shes a nympho and doesnt even know it. LOL Im so turned on that she saw how my heart was beating and my face was red, i felt embarrassed and yet i didnt give a shit i was hard as hell watching her endlessly being fucked. I have made is clear i like her being LOOSE and especially after her BF's fuck her. She getting used to it. In fact , if im reading her right, i was fucking her with MR> Holmes in the shower "Donkey Style" and i said i imagined her as an escort out fucking clients. Then she finished my sentence and said "then i come home and fuck you" I said yes.. She said "ohhhh i like that". You tell me, is she getting there?? I think shes starting to realize i want her to come home well used and give me sloppy seconds. But im also horned up so much sometimes im not sure if its just me being to excited.
So the latest horned fucking up thing that has been developing is this , and luckily so, new talk we been doing. One evening, not too long ago, her and i got into in depth sex talk. She asked if i trusted her and i said YES. Even ealrier that week i joked that when she said she had been gone for hours to the bank i winlked and said ok, "BANK". She was a little concerned i didnt trust her but i got her to understand i was kidding about her out fucking someone. So a little later to my complete turn on she saaid during a conversation that she was going to the BANK , WINK WINK. Of course i jumped on that and said, ohhh bank? Its now become a new thing because itold her i beat off one day thinking about her at the BANK. She clearly willing to tease me now about it which i see as HUGE step in our sexual intimacy. So during this talk i mentioned earlier i told her i get turned on when she jokes about that and then she asked seriously, "If you knew i was doing that, would you be mad?" I played coy, but after many decades of my twisted cuckold turn on i wasn't about to let it slip by, i said "why do you ask?" She repeated herself a little more firm "would youe be mad if you knew i was doing that?" As i messaged her leg , which are so pefeclty thick and sexy, i said , "NO i wouldnt be mad". She looked at me with concern , so i quickly softened my answer by letting her know i find her extremely sexy and only think of her when i, turned on. Which is an absolute truth BTW. I said when i watch porn i thinkl of you beinmg the girl in the video fucking guys, isnt that better than me lusting after other girls? She said yes and she liked that i thought of her and not others. She was taken a back by mu honesty that i would be ok by her fucking other guys. i reassured her i had no desire for other women. I guess if you have no idea of cuukoldism, you would naturally think i want her to fuck others so i can go out and do the same. I tried to explain to her that my turn on is concidered bizarre to most people because i want her to be fucked and returned home loose for me to fuck She is slowly started to see it i think. The other day as i went upstairs i joked somehow about her going to the bank and her upcoming trip to Mexico and said her ex husband will be loooking for her, She said well you wouldn't mind right?? I said no . She again said you "you like the idea of me with somone else?" i said oh yes ma'am i do like that. She seemed to be pleased with me agreeing to her statement. Shes getting it!
I said a lot, i'll be back soon. i hope
And everything your going to read is TRUE As i look at all ive written im hoping she will fuck other pople but even if its just fantasy between us , im ok with it. Better to at least share what is concidered an extreme fetish with an acceping partner than to keep it tp myself until im die. Also apologize for spelling, im not going to fix it This isnt a college paper.
How do i begin? As a kid (16 ish) i was a cuckold. I didnt know at the time that i was a cuck and had know idea what one was. Im older now and i went from being a jealous guy to taking numbers of any guy that would like to fuck my current or past grilfriends. I had a long term relationship (now exwife) and loved the idea in 1982 if a guy fucked her brains out behind my back. Ill never understand my fetish but ive had it forever. Its hard to exlplain this fetish to a woman because it means your a simp? pussy?
Im now dating an incredible woman and yet, unless shes good at playing nieve, very inexperienced at sex. Shes from another country and as i call it very forward. Does not mince words. She let me know right away she almost cannot cum while being penetrated. Luckily i tuned in quickly and purchased a vibrator. I kinda regret the vibrator and should have only to dildos. I think dildo she would love, but keep her short of cumming and wanting more. Its now like clock work, i cum after a while of penetration then she grabs for the vibrator. Her orgasms are unlike anything ive ever seen or could imagine a woman experiences. I do not say this lightly. Not to get ahead but the fcuk machine i bought her has made her cum for 3 miuntes straight !! I have the video to share if anyone doesnt believe me. She has orgasms that well after the dildo has been removed has convulsive whole body stiffening orgasms, eyes rolling up in her head. The whole enchilada. She so open sexually its mind numbing i a have found somone as sexual as i am. And yet says shes never had any sexual fantasies? She been to strip clubs more than i have and to see cocks swinging around. Part of me really thinks shes got more going than she is letting up and yet im convinced when i showed her porn , she was seeing it for ther first time. Anyone who might be into this cuckold lifestyle or fetish knows just how hard it is to broach this conversation with anybody did you want to be with. I started by saying things like your pussy is amazing And most guys like waxed pussies. I went out and bought her a bunch of sexy clothes, and she has an amazing set of heels. In fact, they are Jessica Simpson heels which are very sexy, by the way. I'm made her or i should I say, I asked her to prance around the house in her heels and some sexy tights that I bought her. She was having wine and a few shots and she felt very sexy. Over the months I've had to condition her to understand that. I do have a back injury that is caused by early retirement. And it's no joke, it's the real thing.. I've also given her heads up that I have Blood Pressure, medication and swollen prostate. So I'm trying to get her to understand that sex is never guaranteed. But I love to have sex when I can.. It's gotten to where on the days she knows my back is hurting and she is very horny that she suggests bringing out her "boyfriends' to make her cum. I really like the idea that i started calling her dildos 'boyfriends'. I think it helps to move towards the cuckold fetish. And she has responded really well to calling them boyfriends in fact she even apolgized once for being so damn horny and asked if she could fuck thm so she could sleep that particular evening. . She asks for them when she is horny , Especially after she gets her brazilian wax. 1 day we came home after her Brazilian wax and she knew I couldn't have sex because of my back issues. She was so horny she asked if we could get out her boyfriends? So, like I said earlier I made the mistake of getting her a vibrator first when i should have gotten her a dildo to keep her needing more. Within the first few months of a meeting her she suggested that she had a big pussy and i said 'yes baby you have a very big pussy. So I did something a little daring and went on amazon and ordered two dildos, one 9 inches a little thick, and one twelve inches and very thick. john homes dildo to be exact. I have gotten her to where she Likes to be handcuffed and I blindfolded and i fuck her with the 9" with ease. She is so open its like im not there when she plays with her dildos. So hot! I introduced her small black boyfriend 9" on several occasions in her doggy style position, which is turning out to be her most favorite way of being fucked. She got so damn horny she was begging me to let her cum. I once sent her a picture of my large balls, unfortunately i have a small cock, and a picture of a donkeys balls hanging. I told her i have donkey hanging balls, now she asks me to fuck her donkey style.
So now i intoduce the Holmes didlo and im not sure shes going to freak or what!? I keep her from seeing the dildo and tell her to hop on top but only after i lubed it up very well. I knew this would be something to remember so i recorded the sesion and listen to it often when im real horny. She slowly realizes its size and takes a gasp of air, and in the most erotic way starts to work it into her pussy. Mostly silent for a minute or so then again a big gasp and she is realizing the girth of this thimg but never once freaking out. She wanted that cock no matter how thick it was and she slowly worked her self up amd down the shaft always pausing to appreciate how big it was. I asked if she like it stretching her, and she quiety said YES. Then she states in a quiet voice 'oh god, it feels soo goood, feels soo good" . She took to this massive cock like a dog eating wet food for the first time! This woman who cannot cum on a dick, began to slowly vibrate and convulse and pant and began the biggest orgasm she ever had by any pentration. I cannot tell you how f ing turned on i was. A started to force her hips down on to it as she let go of several orgasms. She is soo truned on by me introducing her to these new things. Her ex husbands were complete prudes because she couldnt cum with their cocks and then she met me. I encourage her to fuck these toys and shes even made me a video of her fucking JohnHolmes by herself in the bedroom. Best damn video i ever saw and like i said she acts like she forgets the camera is on. She turns me on because she loves to fuck and yet she thinks shes a little timid. Ive told her shes like a damn porn star who just losses her mind when she fucks. I had only introduced Mr. holmes a few days before when she, without no badgering by me, decided to fuck Mr Holmes on video for me. She often says i prefer you dick, but i watch these sex vid we do and its clear shes a huge cock queen. She has never used a toy in her life and now wiyout blinking an eye can fuck john holmes! She trys to make me feel like im needed oshe doesnt hurt my feelings, but i can assure you i am not when she fucks these toys. I have now purchased the BAM dildo and that will come in due time. When she tied up and after Mr Holmes has gotten her wet and loose i will gring BAM in while shes blindfolded. I have no doubt its gonna make her nuts to be stretched a little further.
So , there is this innocense to her that is sucha a turn on for me. One day while saoking in the large roman tub i have, i gave her a website or porn to watch. She became very intrigued by the fuck machines by Fredorch and watching women get fucked by this. turns out she likes being bdsm tie up and cock milkng tables. So i teased her that i had ordered the fuck machine just to see if i should order it (damn thing is 400 bucks). She was excited and said she'd love to try it. Well , i got it and as luck had it, right after she got her whole snatch waxed smooth she was damn horny. She surprised me by asking for it specifically. I said of course i will get it out for you. I cant put into words how hot , erotic and plain sexy it was to watch her fuck this machine!! I joked with her about how long whe was fucking this thing and all she said was "oh yea". She has a saying, HARD, THICK AND DEEP. She can let this thing fuck her as shes reaching for lube and talking to me in a normal voice. Shes a nympho and doesnt even know it. LOL Im so turned on that she saw how my heart was beating and my face was red, i felt embarrassed and yet i didnt give a shit i was hard as hell watching her endlessly being fucked. I have made is clear i like her being LOOSE and especially after her BF's fuck her. She getting used to it. In fact , if im reading her right, i was fucking her with MR> Holmes in the shower "Donkey Style" and i said i imagined her as an escort out fucking clients. Then she finished my sentence and said "then i come home and fuck you" I said yes.. She said "ohhhh i like that". You tell me, is she getting there?? I think shes starting to realize i want her to come home well used and give me sloppy seconds. But im also horned up so much sometimes im not sure if its just me being to excited.
So the latest horned fucking up thing that has been developing is this , and luckily so, new talk we been doing. One evening, not too long ago, her and i got into in depth sex talk. She asked if i trusted her and i said YES. Even ealrier that week i joked that when she said she had been gone for hours to the bank i winlked and said ok, "BANK". She was a little concerned i didnt trust her but i got her to understand i was kidding about her out fucking someone. So a little later to my complete turn on she saaid during a conversation that she was going to the BANK , WINK WINK. Of course i jumped on that and said, ohhh bank? Its now become a new thing because itold her i beat off one day thinking about her at the BANK. She clearly willing to tease me now about it which i see as HUGE step in our sexual intimacy. So during this talk i mentioned earlier i told her i get turned on when she jokes about that and then she asked seriously, "If you knew i was doing that, would you be mad?" I played coy, but after many decades of my twisted cuckold turn on i wasn't about to let it slip by, i said "why do you ask?" She repeated herself a little more firm "would youe be mad if you knew i was doing that?" As i messaged her leg , which are so pefeclty thick and sexy, i said , "NO i wouldnt be mad". She looked at me with concern , so i quickly softened my answer by letting her know i find her extremely sexy and only think of her when i, turned on. Which is an absolute truth BTW. I said when i watch porn i thinkl of you beinmg the girl in the video fucking guys, isnt that better than me lusting after other girls? She said yes and she liked that i thought of her and not others. She was taken a back by mu honesty that i would be ok by her fucking other guys. i reassured her i had no desire for other women. I guess if you have no idea of cuukoldism, you would naturally think i want her to fuck others so i can go out and do the same. I tried to explain to her that my turn on is concidered bizarre to most people because i want her to be fucked and returned home loose for me to fuck She is slowly started to see it i think. The other day as i went upstairs i joked somehow about her going to the bank and her upcoming trip to Mexico and said her ex husband will be loooking for her, She said well you wouldn't mind right?? I said no . She again said you "you like the idea of me with somone else?" i said oh yes ma'am i do like that. She seemed to be pleased with me agreeing to her statement. Shes getting it!
I said a lot, i'll be back soon. i hope
