I was happy with my wife paying with other guys, always safe sex and I thought I new what was going on and liked to watch and then join in. She then said she wanted to stop playing with other guys. After about a year of this, she admitted she had had a lover who had been fucking her bearback for about five years. He was younger, bigger cock, a heavy cummer and made her cum every time he fucked her. If she had told me form the start I would of been OK with it, but the deception and missing hundreds of creampies, makes me doubt the commitment she says she has for me.