I wish my wife would really open up and tell me about her past. She has a lot of things that she just buried and chooses to forget about them. Part of that is because of her upbringing and raised as a good Church girl, but that makes it even hotter to me.
When she was young her father passed away and she def had daddy issues. The only boy close to her age that she dated was when she was Jr and Dr in HS she dated a guy who was 3 years older. After many long sessions of me repeatedly asking me she told me that she and and her boyfriend would get naked and give each other oral sex. She said she liked giving and receiving. Kmow how she is that was easily pictured and I asked her about grinding on each other. She said that he was alway trying to talk her into letting him stick his cock in and that she would occasionally lay on her back and let him rub the shaft of his cock along the outside of her pussy until he came over her stomach but she wanted to save her viriginity for marriage so in her words she did indeed save herself for marriage. No telling how many times she did that with him ! A few years after we married we moved and i was unpacking a box and found a couple of old diaries she kept. She was at work so I sat down and flipped thru them with great interest. Most were boring until I found the one section she was documenting her relationships with different boys. And there it was in black and white, describing the first time she got completely naked with him. It seems that in the process of rubbing his cock along the outside of her pussy that apparently one time his head "caught" and went 1/2 way in. Thats all she wrote about it. In my mind, I envisined her young HS body laying on the bed with him on top of her missionary style rubbing his cock on the outside of her cunt and his head getting caught and going in her. Now she might not wanted to give up her virginity to him, but if his cock went up her cunt during an excited session, Im sure it went it. I know from her writing it went 1/2 way in. So I told her I didnt really count her as a virgin for me as another cock did go in. Note, I really dont care. It kinda turns me on even to think of her giving it up at that age. She insists I was the first but I just dont see it that way - If she is allowing a dude to hump her and they are completely nude and his dick goes in, "1/2" way in, I feel that his dick is therefore the first one to be inside of her. Me saying that pisses her off to no end and I derive a great deal of humor from listening to her explain it.