We had a regular local bbc for about 4 yrs who we became good friends with, don’t see him as much due to moving away for work. On the second meeting at our house we began as a mmf, both of us pleasuring the wife but after several hours I was not physically able to be of any use, and if the truth was known, I was getting off on watching the wife enjoy and be enjoyed on another level, she was glowing, the aura around her just filled me with complete calmness and awe. She was in a zone of sexual abandonment, I did not exist, pure lust and focus on the pleasure she was feeling, her moans the way she moved, I left them and got in the spare room, leaving door open so I could hear, it was amazing