I am now much like you. at first when she told me she wanted to date I didn't like the idea but wanted her to be happy. after a while I accepted that she was going to continue dating other men but she would come home to me. Now every time she dates, weather it is just over night or a weekend date or even a week away with a lover, I am constantly hard and jerk off several time. I also will clean her when she gets home because that gives her a few more orgasms. after I lick her pussy clean she will sometimes let me fuck her but most time I cum on her tits and lick it off. she loves me doing thatYears ago I accepted that my wife was fucking and would continue to fuck other men. Every time she goes out on a date I have a continuous hardon and I jerk off 2 or 3 times. I gladly clean her when she gets home if she lets me