Is there any other guys like this. I don’t wanna make this about depression but it is a little bit but that’s beside the point. Back before I had this desire to see my wife fucked I was a jealous person. That all changed when we found out I was sterile. I was devastated felt worthless. That’s when I started getting this urge to let her fuck other guys. I told her if she wanted to see other guys she could just please don’t leave me. She refuses to do it but the longer time has went on since that day I found out the more I get turned on wanted to share her with someone. I bring it up every now and again but she still doesn’t want to be with someone else. For me though sex is just for her I don’t really get that much satisfaction from it. I love her blowjobs and jerking off but I rather have some one fuck her as she blows me. I’ve also become obsessed with hearing about guys she blew and fucked before me. I guess my question is has anyone else had this reaction to finding out they are sterile?