My wife of 10 years who has become increasingly abusive over the past 3 years (during which time i have been banned from sex with her) has just told me that her and her best friend who is recently divorced are going on holiday together and she has told me how keen she is to get fucked there. I have asked her to reconsider but she's already bought her ticket and she has told me that I have no input over her decision to go. Her decision was made long ago and i have no choice but to stand back while she does whatever she wants. She has told me that i no longer satisfy her and that I actually caused her to do what she is doing .
She insists that if I can't come to terms with the idea of her living her life as a free woman then that is my problem not hers and even suggested I go for counselling before bursting out laughing with her friend.
When i pleaded with her she told me that I deserve this fate, for being so submissive to her and always giving in to her never ending demands!
She prefers me to accept, that I will soon be a cuckold and need to accept it without 'whining'.
I've never felt so embarrassed as when listening to her explaining to her friends in front of me as to how she can't understand how any woman would put up with such a loser for a husband.
The thought of her in bed with another man using her as a whore fills me with dread.
My self esteem has completely disappeared in the space of 7 days since she told me my fate.
She's not the first woman to cheat on me but I have always been besotted with her and never imagined this could happen. She is stunning, tall slim, blonde huge EE boobs that I thought would only ever be for me. We walk into hotel lobbies and every guy stares at her.
She has a fuckbuddy from before we met who has contacted her several times throughout our relationship. I've previously warded him off and agreed with her that she wouldn't see him, even though that she's made it abundantly clear over the past 18 months that shed like to see him. I'm thinking of offering to her to accept that she starts seeing him again if she drops the holiday idea. I'm even happy to repay her and her friend their airfares. I'm thinking this would be better than her wondering around nightclubs full of drunken young guys all looking to fuck women like her
I have previously when I was younger been to the same island and fucked about 3 married women in a week there so I know fully well exactly goes on there.
Could anyone offer advice? Has anyone been through a similar situation?