Our Journey . . .

zekethegeek

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Hi, my name is Zeke and my wife's name is Olivia. I have already introduced us on this site in another thread.
I thought I would start an ongoing thread on here to tell the stories about my journey to convince my wife to cuck me and share with everybody what it is I am going through as far as thoughts and feelings. I don't know how often I will be on here to write those stories, or share my thoughts and feelings, with regard to what I am going through. But, I will do it as often as I can and as long as I think I might have something worthwhile to share. I will also be sharing that which my wife gives permission to share on here regarding things from her point of view. With that said . . .

My first story -

This just happened today. My wife was getting her bathing suit on (a one piece) and told me she was going to lay out by the pool. We have a very private backyard. As she often does, she will pull the top portion of her bathing suit down and lay topless. She also wears bikinis and does like wise when just wearing bikini bottoms. But, today, it was a one piece. I had to run some errands and told her my plans. She went to the pool and I got in my truck.

As I was driving down the street a little ways, I saw my pool cleaner was heading towards my house in his truck. I kept driving, but quickly realized that my wife was probably laying by the pool topless. My first reaction was to turn around and race home to beat him there so I could warn my wife and she could cover up. As I drove up to my house, with the house in sight, I saw the pool cleaner parked by the curb in front of my house. He was getting whatever supplies and implements he needed to do his job as I pulled into my driveway. I waved but didn't say anything to him. I just walked into the house and quickly got to a window as quickly as I could. I thought to myself that if Olivia has her bathing suit pulled down, then I could see her reaction to a strange man possibly seeing her with only partial clothing. The thought of that became such a turn on to me.

Sure enough, my wife was laying on her stomach, topless, bathing suit pulled down, facing the opposite direction from where the pool guy would enter the backyard. Thoughts were racing in my head and my adrenaline was pumping. I couldn't think straight. I had a lot of anticipation about what might happen when the pool guy would see her without some of her clothing.

The gate slammed really loud. Olivia got startled and I could see she realized that the pool guy was about to come around the corner. She quickly pulled her one piece over her boobs and facing in the opposite direction of him and got up out of her lounge chair and ran into the house. I saw her as she came in as she said to me, "I thought you left." I replied, "I did but I saw him coming up the street and knew you would be sunbathing. So, I came in to watch what would happen." She then replied, jokingly, "What are you, 8 years old?" Nobody ended up seeing anything this day, unfortunately. Maybe next time.
 
Ok, so, another weird story to write to you all. This happened just tonight. I was looking through some magazine tonight while sitting on the couch in the living room. It was a GQ type of magazine like W? or M? It came in the mail as a freebie the other day and I just now got to looking at it for no other reason than I never heard of it before. It is one of those magazines with lots of ads for perfumes and colognes, etc.

As I am looking through, I come across a full page where there is shown the backside of a totally nude man walking on the beach with his arm around a fully covered woman with her arm around his. As I am on this page, my wife walks by behind me, stops, and as I turn the page, she says, "Wait a minute, wait a minute. Turn back." And so I do. I turn the page back to that page, and my wife just starts gawking at it, saying, "Mmmmm." Thinking she is done, I continue turning the page again. And, once again, she stops me and says, "No, not yet. I'm not done looking." As this is going on, I am getting a raging hard-on. After a minute, which seemed like forever, but was enjoying that moment of eternity, she finished, and walked on into the kitchen.

I have to say, this is the first time I have seen her interested in looking at another nude male. After all, she closes her eyes whenever we watch a movie and a male butt is showing on the screen. She has even even been known to fast forward through such scenes while watching on the recorder at home. Tonight was an interesting reaction from her.
 
Ok, so, another weird story to write to you all. This happened just tonight. I was looking through some magazine tonight while sitting on the couch in the living room. It was a GQ type of magazine like W? or M? It came in the mail as a freebie the other day and I just now got to looking at it for no other reason than I never heard of it before. It is one of those magazines with lots of ads for perfumes and colognes, etc.

As I am looking through, I come across a full page where there is shown the backside of a totally nude man walking on the beach with his arm around a fully covered woman with her arm around his. As I am on this page, my wife walks by behind me, stops, and as I turn the page, she says, "Wait a minute, wait a minute. Turn back." And so I do. I turn the page back to that page, and my wife just starts gawking at it, saying, "Mmmmm." Thinking she is done, I continue turning the page again. And, once again, she stops me and says, "No, not yet. I'm not done looking." As this is going on, I am getting a raging hard-on. After a minute, which seemed like forever, but was enjoying that moment of eternity, she finished, and walked on into the kitchen.

I have to say, this is the first time I have seen her interested in looking at another nude male. After all, she closes her eyes whenever we watch a movie and a male butt is showing on the screen. She has even even been known to fast forward through such scenes while watching on the recorder at home. Tonight was an interesting reaction from her.
It sounds like you’re making progress — or perhaps she’s making progress. Let me know if you ever want any feedback from a Bulls perspective. I never shy away from a good conversation. Good luck.
 
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Ok, so, another weird story to write to you all. This happened just tonight. I was looking through some magazine tonight while sitting on the couch in the living room. It was a GQ type of magazine like W? or M? It came in the mail as a freebie the other day and I just now got to looking at it for no other reason than I never heard of it before. It is one of those magazines with lots of ads for perfumes and colognes, etc.

As I am looking through, I come across a full page where there is shown the backside of a totally nude man walking on the beach with his arm around a fully covered woman with her arm around his. As I am on this page, my wife walks by behind me, stops, and as I turn the page, she says, "Wait a minute, wait a minute. Turn back." And so I do. I turn the page back to that page, and my wife just starts gawking at it, saying, "Mmmmm." Thinking she is done, I continue turning the page again. And, once again, she stops me and says, "No, not yet. I'm not done looking." As this is going on, I am getting a raging hard-on. After a minute, which seemed like forever, but was enjoying that moment of eternity, she finished, and walked on into the kitchen.

I have to say, this is the first time I have seen her interested in looking at another nude male. After all, she closes her eyes whenever we watch a movie and a male butt is showing on the screen. She has even even been known to fast forward through such scenes while watching on the recorder at home. Tonight was an interesting reaction from her.
Wow... Thanks for sharing. I
hope to hear how things progress.
 
So, to follow up from two posts ago, after Olivia told me she was invited to a bachelorette party, no details as to when or where this will take place yet. I gotta say, from the stories I have posted on here, each time I have had this weird feeling in my gut about it. Nothing happened at all, but just the thought of something happening, whether the pool guy walks in on my topless wife in the backyard, or the thought of her checking out some dude's naked butt in a magazine and her getting turned on by it, or the thought of her going off to her colleagues bachelorette party and doing things that can happen at such an event, gives me those feelings of anxiety, nervousness, uncertainty, etc. Yikes. I hate it, but I love it too, if that makes sense.

In any case, I will keep posting if any thing comes up whether it be bachelorette party or something else entirely new.

Also, Olivia does come on here with me to read posts. She won't write on any, but she will read with me and see what's happening. If you want to say anything to her, feel free, she will read it. Thank you y'all.
 
good luck. I hope you can get there Olivia. It is a whole new world. My wife completely regrets not starting sooner in life and says now there is no way she will ever go back to monogamy. She plays and dates alone 98% of the time and has about 6 different men she plays with at different frequencies. Good luck. Btw you look very sexy in your pics, hope for more.
 
Hi Zeke and Olivia, I like that the two of you are enjoying this together. I look forward to more of your posts.
Olivia pics are very nice :)
 
onecurious, lol, horny chats and sexual innuendo all the time with her it seems like. But, probably nothing interesting enough to post on here. We've had a busy couple of weeks. Thanks so much for your interest. Who knows, with holidays coming up, anything can happen. :)